{"id":1609,"date":"2014-12-19T15:34:26","date_gmt":"2014-12-19T15:34:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kandynolesstevens.com\/?p=1609"},"modified":"2014-12-19T15:34:26","modified_gmt":"2014-12-19T15:34:26","slug":"7-days-and-just-like-that","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.realsweetgrace.com\/blog\/?p=1609","title":{"rendered":"7 days: and just like that"},"content":{"rendered":"

Yesterday\u2019s post wasn\u2019t meant to be marching orders, but somehow God knew I was going to have a rough night. During the day when my emotions get the best of me, I lay down for a nap to ease my racing thoughts. Generally, naps are a miracle tonic\u00a0for me providing refreshment, rejuvenation, and a calmer spirit. When people quip about how much I do in a day exhausts them, I always say the secret to my success is taking naps.<\/p>\n

Last night had a combination of things go wrong, but the fact that I drank a Coke at eight o\u2019clock probably did not help anything. For me, nighttime is the enemy\u2019s playground. All my worst fears play out as nightmares and my old (looking for joy has really helped curbed this) habit of worrying until I made myself physically sick generally happen under the cloak of darkness. Sadness, fear, worry, doubt, guilt, and second guessing all sneak out from the under the bed or hide behind the closet doors, waiting to pounce once the sun goes down.<\/p>\n

In the days following the crash, nightmares would have seemed like child\u2019s play compared to the almost hallucinogenic night terrors we endured every night. I don\u2019t believe in self-medicating, but if there had been some type of coma inducing sleep medicine we could have taken as a family, I would have signed on the dotted line. Personally, I clung to the shortest Bible verse in existence. Jesus wept. John 11:35<\/em><\/strong> (NIV) There were only two things that made sense \u2013 we are strong and we will get through this.<\/p>\n

Time and time again, friends, family, and sometimes strangers beat the drum to help us rally through tough moments. After turning out the lights last night, the familiar rhythmic beat of love started pounding. Lying in bed, the familiar ding and flashing blue light told me a text message had come in. For more than an hour, I poured my heart out to a friend who knew I needed someone to listen. Her gentle message was one of hope and encouragement not only for me, but also for one of my peeps.<\/p>\n

The remainder of the night was spent in fits and spurts of sleep alternated with dichotomous thoughts of staying in bed or just getting up and doing something. It wasn\u2019t sadness and despair, but\u00a0simply a lot of\u00a0ruminating thoughts I needed to accomplish. While too much caffeine was also a contributor, I think I just needed time to reflect and talk to God.<\/p>\n

After my morning routine, I decided to check my emails, and just like that, God once again nudged someone to reach out and touch my heart. A dear friend who moved to half way around the world wanted me to know that Reed\u2019s light mattered. She had recently reminded me of this in an another message, but this morning I woke up to three pictures she had stumbled across of a magical day that we had spent at her place. In the blink of an eye, I was transported back to the day of gentle blowing breezes, the river light-heartedly lapping at its banks, sunlight dappling through spring green leaves, and air punctuated by a million questions\u00a0from my children.<\/p>\n

Bliss! Pure bliss was the gift she gave me today. Her three snapshots were my modern day gold, frankincense, and myrrh.\u00a0Reed\u2019s light is shining through her heart too! What a wonderful reminder that God\u2019s word is emphatically true. . .<\/p>\n

Weeping may last through the night, but joy comes with the morning. Psalm 30:5 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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The day we made fairy gardens was one of the most magical days!<\/p><\/div>\n

\"OLYMPUS<\/a><\/p>\n

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On this last photo, I can almost hear my Granddaddy whisper from heaven, “Sister, get her hair out of her eyes.”<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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